Right now I'm struggling with a lot of things. Dance recital is in the forefront of my mind though. It's tough not wanting to let down the kids, parents and other teachers. I feel like I'm always behind somehow. Missing the beat over and over. Mostly it's on me though...the struggling. I put a lot of pressure on myself that comes from mostly no where.
I'm also struggling with my fitness. I'm not doing enough. I don't want to spend money but I also hate working out by myself. Chris is just getting back into working out so we can't work out as much as I need to. Dance has made me dependent on the energy of others in order to work out hard.
I've been struggling with balance as well lately. My mom saw this last week and offered to bring me home for memorial day weekend. So I took her up on the offer. I never went home for Thanksgiving or any short holiday like that so figured I should take advantage of it while I can :) I'm going to try really hard to unplug for 4 days. Not spend any time on the computer unless I need to so I can enjoy Alaska and friends while I can. It's the perfect timing and I can't wait.
So that's where I am these days! Struggling just like everyone else .